ONE STEP

Even if I try to hide my heart 

I love you like this 

I'm afraid will say it I like you.

Show me your heart 

so it won't be awkward 

for me to show you mine.

I'm waiting for you like this.

if you can hear my heart beating

without saying anything hug me

even if I close my eyes,

stand in front of me.

I hope you only love me.

if you want to see me

I will run to you in one step

I'm afraid  I'll be caught 

by my overwhelming love for you

I'm like this again today waiting for you.

                        - Thallukolli

True Feeling

 I hate myself for clinging on my creaked feeling.

I don't know what to do.

I know that even I try to forget about you

still, my heart pounds for you.

Even your name is making my heart stop for some time.

A life without you was unimaginable but, now I am living that life.

A life without you, remembering you from time to time.

How my one-sided crush grew to like this.

It surprised me, I know this one-sided love was not seen by you.

Still hope that one day I am gonna tell you my true feeling.

                                                               - Thallukolli

Moment I Missed

 Those days made me cry 

I regret how I missed my chance to be with you 

still, I remember the last time I saw you

I wanted to hold your hand and kiss you 

I regret my decision to hold back

I regret the time I missed to be with you 

when my days pass without you

I regret that what I have done was always wrong

why did I hide my feelings from you.

The moment I saw you I was stuck for seconds.

I remember that feeling the way you looked me,

that was more than enough for me

but still, I miss those time that I could be with you

The last thing I want to tell you was "I love you".

I was scared to reveal my feeling 

I loved you like a crazy girl for the last few years 

I was loving you like my whole world

I know that I missed my chance to be with you  

even in my dreams, our time didn't match at all

I know that you are far away from me 

I don't know how to say the word I really wanted to say

I feel a pain in my throat at the time I write this 

I love you was the only thing 

I wanted to tell you 

In my silence, I confessed a thousand times.

                                               - Thallukolli