Tuesday, 6 October 2020

Moment I Missed

 Those days made me cry 

I regret how I missed my chance to be with you 

still, I remember the last time I saw you

I wanted to hold your hand and kiss you 

I regret my decision to hold back

I regret the time I missed to be with you 

when my days pass without you

I regret that what I have done was always wrong

why did I hide my feelings from you.

The moment I saw you I was stuck for seconds.

I remember that feeling the way you looked me,

that was more than enough for me

but still, I miss those time that I could be with you

The last thing I want to tell you was "I love you".

I was scared to reveal my feeling 

I loved you like a crazy girl for the last few years 

I was loving you like my whole world

I know that I missed my chance to be with you  

even in my dreams, our time didn't match at all

I know that you are far away from me 

I don't know how to say the word I really wanted to say

I feel a pain in my throat at the time I write this 

I love you was the only thing 

I wanted to tell you 

In my silence, I confessed a thousand times.

                                               - Thallukolli