Whispers in the void...

I built my wall with trembling hands

hoping they'd notice, a shift in sands.

Brushed off by silence, dark and unseen

In shadows, my efforts lingered as if never been.

Love withheld became my chain,

Binding me tightly in growing pain.

Each plea met with air felt unaware

Put a dagger in me like their love a snare.

Now I fade in my bane

like an ache made me insane.

19/11/2024

"Not Enough"

 Inferior in your eyes, I fall apart

Inadequate love, though I gave my heart

Insufficient strength to carry your weight

Imperfect hands that can't change fate

Unworthy of the dreams we once shared

Unfulfilled a soul left unprepared

Unmet desires linger in the night

unaccomplished, lost in endless fight

-10/11/24-

Amour'rue

 Affection you gave boundless and bright

A constant warmth in shadowed light

You adore with a heart so patient and true 

An amour so deep, made me so rue

I admire your grace, gentle and kind

and appreciate love I could never return in kind...

~10/11/24

Letting you go

 I hide my pain to halt the fates cruel games

Concealed anguish flickers, get stays untamed

Hidden sorrows wraps fight around my soul

For every moment without you takes its toll

Silenced torment whispers soft in the night 

Masked heartache blooms, but stays out of sight

I bury grief deep, where no one can see

Knowing you live free of memories of me

A quiet despair unseen and chained

To spare you the weight of my endless pain

In shadows I linger alone yet set free

Letting you live as I fade quietly...

07/11/24

...

 From past to future, I shift my view

Holding still, as paths renew 

Destiny calls, but I turn away

To forge a fate where sorrows won't stay

"Leaping through time"

 Refracting from the past to future

Refraining from doing anything

Refusing the call of destiny

Feforming the fate of Misery